Cycles & Psychos

from To Live Means To Suffer by Journalist

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How long must I pretend that i'm ok in the head
the sadness comes and goes but always comes back in the end.

I have these thoughts that just won't, won't leave my brain
Yet I smile, as if i feel no pain
but no eyes can see the things that are plaguing me
i've become a slave to this and can't seem to break free

keep calm, it'll soon be over
I can't, hold on much longer
the weight of it all is killing me
walls are closing in on me.

I haven't felt joy
for what seems like forever
will i be able to feel it again?

Every time i close my eyes to rest
I hope that i never wake up again!

I don't fear death but i fear the tears
coming from the ones that I keep near.
(I'm losing my mind)

keep calm, keep calm, keep calm
keep calm. It will all soon be over
I can't hold on much longer
the cycle will start again

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from To Live Means To Suffer, track released March 24, 2017
Josh Williams

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